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Deadset
03:47
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Resentment cast aside to celebrate the glory of human life
But there’s a frankness I cannot hide
When I speak to myself; when there’s no one in sight
You could have been truthful
You could have at least called out to me
Dead set? Hellbent?
How could I stop what I couldn’t see?
And this grudge eclipses my grief
Resentment boiling
I try to quell the feeling by compassionate means
But it’s intrusive; it’s obscene
It distracts when the blame feels like it’s squarely with me
You could have been truthful
You could have at least called out to me
Dead set? Hellbent?
How could I stop what I couldn’t see?
You could have been spiteful
You could have least had it out with me
Dead set? Hellbent?
This fucking grudge eclipses my grief
And masks the guilt I can’t relieve
This selfish purview saves my wandering mind
“what if?” brings no comfort
“what then?” felt useless to wonder
“what now?” feels unanswered
“what’s left?” is a memory that eats me like a cancer
Regret, leave me to mourn
Dead set? Hellbent? What if? Regret.
Dead set? Hellbent? What if?
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All In a Moment
03:23
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Misplaced hope posing as frustration
Anxiously counting the seconds until I fake the shock
All in a moment my ruse is crumbling
A harsh disposition muted by grief suddenly
Envy, heal me
Just please speak softly
The shame you carry scratches at my composure
Poise ahead of pain
Sympathetic but restrained
Obscure the guilt to give the impression that the shock was honest and there was no contention
Envy, heal me
Just please speak softly
The shame you carry scratches at my stability
Frailty, leave me
How can you see right through me?
Envy, heal me now
Invigorate our gaze just to resent it.
But don’t stare too long.
Envy, heal me
No shame; no relief
Envy, heal me
All in a moment
A gauntlet of emotion
I hope the pain came with peace
Envy, heal me.
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